Day one, What do I hate about myself...?

The thing I hate most is just this... notice how I posted about the challenge DAYS ago and am just now getting started? lol I am THEE biggest procrastinator in the world. AND, I really wish that I could just let myself love and be loved. With the exception of my beautiful baby, it seems like I cant let anyone in, not sure if I cant or just wont... food for thought.